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my life in a nutshell
joeys journal
Created on 2004-05-22 19:00:10 (#3231253), last updated 2005-05-26
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Basic Info| Name: | Joseph Stillwell Juntila |
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Bioi'm such a disappointment... seriously, i let everyone who's ever cared about me down. i pretend to be someone, but then when it comes right down to it, i change completely. no one could ever really get to know me because who i really am is still a mystery... i'm not willing to show anyone my true colors.
i used to love this girl. i used to want to be with her more than anything since i was 13. we were best friends for years, dated off and on, but the second i really got her heart, i broke it. i chose to cheat on her with someone i didn't even know, i chose to ruin our friendship and our relationship. i spent five years of my life chasing her, crying over her, wishing for her to be mine, comparing everyone else to her, thinking of her, having her be a few of my firsts even, and then let it all slip away. the worst part of it all? i know she wanted to marry me. i know she loved me and i knew that what i was doing was going to hurt her more than anything else in her entire life.
i chose to break her spirit, crush her heart, and completely change her outlook on life. i chose to rob her of her best friend of five years, to tear her life away from her, to make it my personal mission to lie to her.
and you wanna know something funny? to this day, i'm not sorry.
i used to love this girl. i used to want to be with her more than anything since i was 13. we were best friends for years, dated off and on, but the second i really got her heart, i broke it. i chose to cheat on her with someone i didn't even know, i chose to ruin our friendship and our relationship. i spent five years of my life chasing her, crying over her, wishing for her to be mine, comparing everyone else to her, thinking of her, having her be a few of my firsts even, and then let it all slip away. the worst part of it all? i know she wanted to marry me. i know she loved me and i knew that what i was doing was going to hurt her more than anything else in her entire life.
i chose to break her spirit, crush her heart, and completely change her outlook on life. i chose to rob her of her best friend of five years, to tear her life away from her, to make it my personal mission to lie to her.
and you wanna know something funny? to this day, i'm not sorry.
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